I am sure some of you may have noticed my obsession with Piglet and Classic Pooh stuff. There is a reason behind that. How many of you had a nickname for your baby/babies for they were born? Yes, even if you had an actual name picked out. Well, my siblings and I all had a nickname before birth. Mine was Werd Nosneb, my dads name, Drew Benson, spelled backwards. I think I have an uncle to that for that one...
Because of that, I used to think about what I would call my first child before his or her birth. I decided on Piglet, partly because he is so small and cute, and partly because he reminded me a little of my Grandma Davis. Especially when he would say; "oh d-d-d-dear!" When I found out that I would never carry a child in my womb, I was devastated and mourned the loss of that dream. Forever beyond my reach was my own little Piglet. Or so it seemed at the time.
My mother knew how much I was hurting and how much I wanted a "Piglet" of my own. For Christmas, that year my dreams were shattered, she and dad bought me a stuffed piglet. With it came a note promising that one day God would bless me with a "piglet" of my own. They were right. I now am the blessed mother of a very special little girl, whom I got to think of as "Piglet" for an entire month before she was born.
I very grateful to my parents for understanding my pain, and for reminding me that, though hope seemed lost, God had a plan and had not forsaken me. This is why I am a little obsessed with Piglet. I did get my own, precious little piglet, but, even better, I was given the best gift God could give me. The gift of motherhood.
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